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6月8日 Brain SurfingMy mind has constantly been in a journey, maybe this place makes me think of sth in a certain way, or , I am really thinking so. Too much signs have made me trace back to that thought.
Certain things are present with their own striking attractions , and they remain unchanged in my mind over time. The more I think of them, the more they are confirmed to be important to me. I miss it and will never forget it, I know I am leaving it very soon , perhaps, I will never even see this thing and this does make me somewhat upset. This thing is just too wonderful to be forgotten, I had it once upon time , but made a rushy decision from which I was departed forever. I even have no guts to pick it up again, instead, just eased myself by saying 'go with the flow' . Even, I have tried to avoid coming across it, I once thought that it was such a delightful avoidance, but It was not my genuine intent. Saying so and feeling so make no difference in action as I will never re-think of looking at it and picking it up since I clearly know that my having it would lead to my desire to be away from my homwland, which also creates a harsh dilemma that I cannot afford to take against my responsibilities for others. What should I do about it, nothing apart from sighing with my sorrow in the middle of some nights or, being sarcastic about myself. In the meantime , I have to endeavour to seek for a copy of this thing though there is no such a thing with such excellent qualities in the homeland.
Life is sometimes a game of choices, isnt it? you can either be smiling at your choices or laughing at yourself, nevertheless, it only appears in the form of memories at the end of the day.
I was in a market and fancy some fishes, but they wouldnt be alive if I buy them home, so, I have to leave it and merely take a look at them prior to my leaving. This reminds me of a film called 'possession', I am trying to stuff an idea into my mind that it is enough to retain them once upon time , which might make them more attractive, more memoriable and more precious. 评论 (1)
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