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5月9日 Envy 25 minssitting here for some hours, I dont know if the mind is still cystal clear, after all, it is a late night or early morning, shall I say.
listening to a song from a friend called '25 mins', the sorrow I would have had in the past no longer seems to arise, which made me question myself, therefore, I as usual start the jounrey of my reasoning. I wish I could be somewhat passionate like I was, yet, it is replaced by an indifferent attitude. If love changes its form over time, then my passion probably does so as well. I just envy what the singer is eager for, for me, there is nothing there. There seems many things going on in the past, but all of which are too far to be brought to the eyes now; for now, there is nothing worth reflecting, not to mention, remebering.
"after sometime I finally made my mind, she is the girl and I really want to make her mind, I am reseaching everywhere to find her again, to tell her that I love her and I am so sorry about the things I have done... I miss your kiss, ... against the will, I am going home again and wish me back to the time we were more than friends... "
I no longer desire to film all the past, they are like burned paper that we cannot take a tight grasp of , that time blurs the shape and colour, as followed, the remaining is left in the form of scars, overrunning the passion that existed once upon time.
fortunately, I fully perceive the theorem concerning the relationship bewteen the gain and the loss, encouraging me to deliberately abandon things in exchange for the primary goal. I am fully committed to my religious belief, and endeavour to comply with the key commandments, with the hope of fulfilling the dream! Against the will, I am abandoning what the most hesitate to give up;
--- hope that I know demands a huge scarifice of mine
--- grief that I could build a dream on.
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