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4月2日 The game never starts!I am sitting on my bed alone, as usual, the song brought me to anther time and space where I was so innocent that I believed everything. How wonderful time I had! Constantly, I have been asking myself why I am here where I deny everything in my life even the things I wish for. There is always a force making me do the denial and I do know what it is but cannot loose it up even it is painful and pitiful to do so since it is directly against your will and wish.Consequently the life has failed to be eased up.
I am tied of all endless philosophical thinking simply because there is no way to pour yourself out, instead, you can only keep shifting your position from time to time, then what is the best position to be in what philosophy you should take a grasp of! Excessive thoughts which are iteractive and meaningless make me sick of the life, I cannot think of things nor express myself; If there was real philosophical zombies then I wish I could be one of them; Every time, I try hard, yet, I guess there was none there, is it called dulision or illusion??? The question can be either real illusion or fake illusion. whichi one is it , ... more like the former case...
One is too different just as the two sides of the coin, the sides can never be consistent in time , space and quality. Oh, Buddha, bring me to the world I belong to, and show me the way where I can return to myself with innocence. Suddenly, one misses Mum's love that could lighten up a part of hopeless heart and mind.
I thought things could pass away but it is a myth, it has been creeping back onto me at a slow speed as if the skin was pricked with a sharp needle. I do not seem able to force myself once more to the same thing, the exhaustion dooms a helpless heart and cold feelings for this ironic world full of sympthetic creatures.
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